Life Goes On

It’s ridiculous the thoughts that can flash through my mind in any given second.

“I wonder what his reply is going to be”

“He’s going to answer soon, probably just pooping.”

“He must be with her again.”

“He’s not going to answer”

“He’s leaving me.”

“Let it go, let it go.  You can’t make him choose you.  There is nothing you can do. Let it go.”

Seriously this is in the span of about five minutes or less.

One minute seems like an eternity when it comes to him.

And then I wake up in the morning with emails.  His phone wasn’t working yet he kept his word and emailed me goodnight as well as multiple other times telling me he loves me and he’s sorry.

Life goes on.  I can’t keep him, I can’t make him text me.  I can’t make him come.  I can’t make him support us.  I can’t make him do anything.  I have to give it to God.  God seems to be doing a good job of taking care of, I just have to remember that and give my worries to God.

Thinking about any of it isn’t going to do an ounce of good. Life goes on.  What happens happens.

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