I Don’t Trust You

It’s extremely difficult to trust you.

I have dreams I want to share with you, but I don’t know if I can or ever will.

Your attempts are still going strong but I can’t help but doubt your motive every time you call or text.

I can’t help but not trust you.

The only thing you’ve done to try to earn my trust back is to call every day, but it’s not enough.

You don’t even have things to talk about.  If you can’t think of anything look online and get an idea.  That’s what I did to get an idea for a cheesy text when I didn’t even want to talk to you.

I really don’t know if I can do this.  I know I say this all the time and I will probably say it again.  But it’s true.  I don’t trust you.  Why should I?  I want you hear.  Not there.  I don’t know how long I can do this.  Some days it makes me sick.  It makes me stressed.  My relationship is supposed to make me better not worse.

Life sucks sometimes.

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