Are you aware that my body isn’t like hers?
I’m way more jiggly, my gut is way more disgusting and marked and big, my boobs are smaller. I’m not as beautiful as her you know? My body isn’t going to be as nice as hers.
This is hard to deal with.
Will I always compare myself to her? Will you compare me to her?
This feeling of insignificance, nothing-ness, worthlessness sucks.