Relieve the Pressure

I just had three really good days.

No stressing, no freaking out, I was able to wash away the images and thoughts that came up.

And then it’s like pressure in my chest starts to build again.  Like a blood pressure gage, just keeps squeezing and squeezing.

Somehow I got relief today.  I’m not sure how, but the pressure released and disappeared.

Oh yes, I talked to God.  I was reminded of the revelation I got in church during worship.  I don’t trust my husband but I do trust God.  I trust Him with my life.

I trust God, not my husband, but I trust God.  He has my life in his hands.  He has control of my life.  I trust Him.

The pressure relieved.

I may not trust my husband at all, I don’t have to.  I just need to trust God.  He’s the one I know will be faithful and true and won’t let me down ever.

He is I am.  He is my savior, my lover, my provider, my friend.  He is my all, all I need is Him and I trust in Him.  I am.

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