I just had three really good days.
No stressing, no freaking out, I was able to wash away the images and thoughts that came up.
And then it’s like pressure in my chest starts to build again. Like a blood pressure gage, just keeps squeezing and squeezing.
Somehow I got relief today. I’m not sure how, but the pressure released and disappeared.
Oh yes, I talked to God. I was reminded of the revelation I got in church during worship. I don’t trust my husband but I do trust God. I trust Him with my life.
I trust God, not my husband, but I trust God. He has my life in his hands. He has control of my life. I trust Him.
The pressure relieved.
I may not trust my husband at all, I don’t have to. I just need to trust God. He’s the one I know will be faithful and true and won’t let me down ever.
He is I am. He is my savior, my lover, my provider, my friend. He is my all, all I need is Him and I trust in Him. I am.
Abundant Grace 