Where did that come from?

Sometimes life just gets you.

Today was one of those days.

6 has some issues that surface every once in a while.  Yelling, anger, purposefully hurting people.  It makes me incredibly sad.  Today she did something terrible to 4 that could have seriously hurt her.

I was so disappointed and dumfounded at the same time.  I didn’t know what to do.

I still don’t know what to do.  I believe in spanking..but to correct physical aggression?  She stayed the rest of the evening in her room after a lengthy talk.

I honestly just don’t know what to do.  So much stems from her daddy.  I can see it.  I’ve seen it before, but now it’s gone to a point of seriously hurting another one of my children.  I need to intervene but I don’t know how.  God be my wisdom.

Then we just had an overwhelming amount of “no’s” and whines.

In other news…

4 days ago was “their” second anniversary…that sucks.  Maybe that’s why I was struggling that day.

Summer is refreshing.  Next week the kids daycare is closed so we have two weeks of vacation.  I can’t decide what to do.  I don’t know what to do.  I just kind of want to runaway with them, take naps, play, read…who am I kidding?  Naps…read…ha ha

“He will make the nobodies somebodies and the unloved beloved”

So my verses now.  They give me strength.

I’ve been called a nobody, I’ve been treated like a nobody.  But God is making me a somebody.

I’ve been unloved, I’ve been treated like I’m unloved…but He loves me.