More

I so badly want more.

I want completion.  Closure.  I want to end this phase of my life right.

I want to live with a husband.  I want to form a new baby in my belly.  I want to go through the trials and struggles and joys of creating  human body in my body.  I want to go through the pain of childbirth and I want to hold a new final baby in my arms with a whole and complete family by my side.

I want to raise my family with a husband in our house.  I want to dream with a husband, Make plans for our future, make plans to grow old and for adventures.  I want to finish this young family part of my life properly, with a forever by my side.

I want to love again and be loved.

God, you are faithful and just and you finish and complete everything you start.  Finish and complete my family Lord!

“He who started a good work in you will carry it to completion” Philippians 1:6

“She wouldn’t let loneliness tell her what to feel instead she believed the truth in the one who would never leave her alone.”  – Unveiled wife.