I so badly want more.
I want completion. Closure. I want to end this phase of my life right.
I want to live with a husband. I want to form a new baby in my belly. I want to go through the trials and struggles and joys of creating human body in my body. I want to go through the pain of childbirth and I want to hold a new final baby in my arms with a whole and complete family by my side.
I want to raise my family with a husband in our house. I want to dream with a husband, Make plans for our future, make plans to grow old and for adventures. I want to finish this young family part of my life properly, with a forever by my side.
I want to love again and be loved.
God, you are faithful and just and you finish and complete everything you start. Finish and complete my family Lord!
“He who started a good work in you will carry it to completion” Philippians 1:6
“She wouldn’t let loneliness tell her what to feel instead she believed the truth in the one who would never leave her alone.” – Unveiled wife.